6.38pm virulence from infiltration in 111 NYPD begins again. persecuted as usual.

Brutish shouting from 196.27/29 45 ave begins. Vocalizations prior to this focalized on white noise I was playing downstairs not to listen in to this inhuman abhorrence. All noise is theirs, all shouts as to who I may know because they don.t sounds  rabid, growling. WHO IS THIS by unteras- outside mewling like a love sick dogcat to see who answers her call. 

a pool of new york social liberals who are serial about dark hair breaks into a chorus - we don.t want you we don.t want you ...

lillian locke is actually fucking with me through her connections to to rental registrations, right on my phone.she listed herself as my home.s property manager, her best contact to do so the adimiketakis, her real farmingdale/ pinelawn /melville name appears I fill forms I never received in the mail because of her people like her. 

I.m shaken .too much to do. Too much obstruction . web time delays so excessive they drop me into narcolepsy  and I don.t try to control it. I just avoid stressorsand stop. I want them dead and gone right now.  I have to stop doing something I do. I don.t care about what they do I care about me. 

I.m the niece of the ramones producer whipping post. She.s a mad raving nazi slavist, getting beat up by her latest precinct concentration camp commander  - I guess no survivor  was ready to acknowledge what they knew about that notables band at the time, in the seventies, but now? See what cbgbs and new york punk were? A joke retirement.  a gold watch for 40 years of english capture service. patti smith the inspiration of rock and roll. I wasn.t paying attention. 

It was all just klan and fans. A patina of pleasantness, brass shining moans  revealing a lita ford who hunts deer to cripple them with her father. The violence deadly and demeaning, crippling, hidden under the this little ditty for you and smile.   Some rebellious cherry bomb at that. It.s just the malice of the project. You call yourselves the run aways to english capture just them. With smith you can tell.they were both severely put upon duck whistles for an audience as a dinner centerpiece. sick and tawdry. silly cannibalism. Let me see if the primy fetus is sun dried yet. 

Rock and roll is peripheral to this noise. 

why not clear this dirty gunk out of here starting from lillian locke instead. 

"We want her thrown out of new york if she.s not our slave" 

and this for 13 years of my being here. 

all still mostly rock and roll will free your soul a search party .

It seems just so low, desperate a need to drag the arts to do what you want them to.